Dating 2.0

So I'm out and about again putting my toe in the water. I've been talking to this girl that had a post on CL and it's be good. We'll send emails back and forth, chat online, and last night we met face to face for some coffee.

We talked for about an hour and it couldn't have gone smoother. She was as cute as she sounded on the phone and I left there with a smile on my face and was thinking what we could do next time we get together. Then I met up with a buddy and I tried not to drum it up too much, telling myself that it's only the first time we've met.

Good thing I did that because I got an email this morning from her saying that she's not over her past even though she thought we went met up. It took guts for her to tell me that. But it kinda crush me a little because although I tried to tell myself it's only the first time I met her, I did have a crush on her and I did want to take her out again for something more then coffee. Oh well, so now I'm back to square one. who knows whats around the next bend.

i gotta stop wearing my heart on my sleeve.

A Potter Wasp

A Potter Wasp
Originally uploaded by Kaipu

That is just damn cool. There's no two ways about it. It's an amazing shot of a Wasp. And to see one this clear and close is something else.

Kinda looks like an alien.

Just about the creapiests music video ever

This is a killer video. Reminds me of Donny Darko

EMC's the way to be

Well I finished my EMC training this past week. I passed all my test, got the hand shake from the instructors, and reported to my Office this past Monday. I'm shadowing right now so it's not that exciting but my mentor is pretty cool.

I put an ad on CL, go a few replies but nothing that caught my eyes or my attention for more then a few mins. So I went on the offense and replied to an ad. I've chatted with her online for the past two days and she sounds pretty cool. i'm heading home for this weekend, but when I get back I'm going to see if she wants to get some coffee or drinks.

I've started to run around Eastie more since i've been back and I got the sore legs to prove it. I'm also trying to clean up the area in the back of my apartment. It's small but it's a fucking mess. Broken glass, trash, little toys from the boy on the third floor. I do all this to clean it up and when I get back from a run I find a new bag that was thrown back there. If I find the fucker I'm going to give them back their trash.

ugh...